I am having a bad day.
Oh let me count the ways. So MANY reasons. Nothing that truly matters. Just a little bit of this and this and that piled all on top of each other, coupled with my raging pregnancy hormones and the fact that despite it being a perfectly chilly fall day, it is 80 degrees in my house and I could cry at the drop of a hat.
So what should I do about it?
I'm going to focus on the positive.
There is a BABY in my belly! And this wonderful little miracle is kicking away!
My little Gray has been showering me with kisses and hugs and cuddles today!
My Bam, despite his problems at school, is truly learning! He came home today and sang me a song he learned. He SANG a SONG! This is huge for him!
My Tee is celebrating a birthday this week. Her existence is amazing and we get to celebrate the awesome person that she is!
My husband is bringing me home dinner! And I don't have to cook it or prepare it in any way!
The sun is shining!
Life is GOOD!
That helped. It truly did!
Taking the negative of today and letting it go, focusing on the positive and breathing it in. I can't ignore all the negatives...most of them do require some action of some kind. I just can't put effort into those things when I'm crying and yelling and wanting to pound my head into my desk. It's not productive or helpful! So back to that breathing...
It will be okay. IT WILL BE OKAY. It IS okay. IT IS!